Presidential Oral Histories

Alice McGoff Oral History

About this Interview

Job Title(s)

Professor of History, University of Massachusetts

McGoff and her daughter, Lisa McGoff Collins, offer personal background and extensive reminiscences relative to busing in Boston. Alice McGoff discusses her involvement with ROAR (Restore Our Alienated Rights).

Interview Date(s)

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Transcript

Swerdlow

I first want to thank you so much for agreeing to be interviewed for Senator Kennedy’s oral history.

McGoff

That’s fine, thank you.

Swerdlow

As you saw in the description of the project that we sent, you’ll receive a transcript of this interview in several months. Then you’ll have a chance to review your words, and if you’d like to add anything or make any changes you’re free to do so.

McGoff

What I’d like to ask is, where are the interviews going to be archived? Are they going into the John F. Kennedy Public Library over in Dorchester?

Swerdlow

Well, actually, when everything is released, which won’t be until everyone’s interviews have been released, they’re going to go into the Miller Center archives. They’ll be available at the Miller Center Library at the University of Virginia. And they’ll also be a repository for Senator Kennedy’s oral history—

McGoff

When he has a library?

Swerdlow

Yes, or not necessarily a library but a university or college that he’ll designate, where all his records will be kept. One day, they might even be accessible to the general public online, on the Internet, but we’re talking about a long, long way down the road. And of course you have been a part of a very important history in Boston. Senator Kennedy was so involved in the integration of the Boston schools, and that was a very controversial time.

McGoff

It certainly was.

Swerdlow

And you played a very big role during that time.

McGoff

One of many. There were a lot of people involved.

Swerdlow

I would love to hear a little bit about your experience and your involvement, and how you saw things at that time.

McGoff

Anything specific?

Swerdlow

Well, I guess the first thing, for those who haven’t read Common Ground, why don’t you talk a little bit about yourself and your background.

McGoff

I was born in Charlestown—well, I was born in Boston, but I grew up in Charlestown. I was one of six children. My father and mother lived on Monument Avenue. I had a very happy, normal life. My father wasn’t particularly political, but I liked politics from the beginning. I often tell the story of how my father, who—I put him on the right hand of God. There was a friend of mine running for Representative in Charlestown, and that’s all the clout this area had. We didn’t have any other. There was a fellow running against him, who today is a big lobbyist in Massachusetts, and he was also a friend of my father’s. But my father allowed me, at 16, not old enough to vote even, to put a sign in one window while he had a sign for the opposite candidate in another window, and allowed me to go door to door with Tony Scali, who was the fellow that I wanted. He never gave me a hard time about oh, you have to stand behind Gerry [Gerard] Doherty; he’s my candidate. We never heard stuff like that. That was how my family grew up. 

At one time, there was an election in Charlestown. I had one candidate and another kid had another candidate and another kid—we were all standing at the corner with different signs in our hands, one family. That’s the way we grew up. We grew up with our own opinion, and I try to pass that on to the kids. That’s the only thing you own, don’t let anyone take it away from you. That’s the kind of people we are.

Swerdlow

So you have lived in Charlestown all your life.

McGoff

All my life.

Swerdlow

You went to school here, married, and—

McGoff

My husband lived in South Boston and then Charlestown. When he still lived in South Boston, he hung over here with the Charlestown kids, because he grew up with them.

Swerdlow

So you had seven children.

McGoff

I have seven children, 18 grandchildren.

Swerdlow

In the ’60s, what were your feelings when all these rulings were coming down in the rest of the country, starting with 1954, with the Supreme Court decision, Brown v. Board of Education?

McGoff

At first, in ’54, we paid no attention to it. 

Swerdlow

Did you have any black people living in your community in Charlestown?

McGoff

There were one or two scattered. Nobody thought yes or no about it. In ’54, I was a junior in high school. The only thing I was interested in is hanging on the corner and looking at boys. So you paid no attention to it. We didn’t anyway.

Swerdlow

Right.

McGoff

It was not a subject that was brought up in Charlestown High. They didn’t bring up political agenda to us. I mean, we were kids. They were lucky to get English across.

Swerdlow

So race issues, it doesn’t sound like it was something—

McGoff

It was never a problem for me. It was never a problem for me. It was not. The fact is, part of the reason—I kind of backed out of the whole movement in about ’78/’79 because I didn’t like the way it was going. It was getting racy. I didn’t want to play the race card for anybody, because I always meant it, I always said it, I always believed it. I don’t care what kid goes with what kid. I believed in my own children’s personal rights. Again, it was my opinion. It had nothing to do with kids. But what right did anyone have to tell me that I have to send my child halfway across the city, on a bus, in the middle of traffic, every single day, when I could have—I had all the kids in school at once. If something happened, I had to be able to get to them. I worked all day. I worked in the telephone company at 185 Franklin, downtown Boston. I could get home to Charlestown in 10 or 11 minutes. I had to be able to get to my kids just as fast, if that need be. I had nobody else. My sister was in Melrose, my brother was a teacher in the public schools. And my brother was—

Swerdlow

Right, and your husband?

McGoff

My husband had passed.

Swerdlow

Had passed, right.

McGoff

So they had no one, they had me. They sent those kids to the middle of Dorchester someplace. I’ve never been to the middle of Dorchester. It’s not that I haven’t wanted to, but I just had no occasion to be there.

[BREAK]

McGoff

Here is Lisa. She’s got plenty to say.

Swerdlow

So nice to meet you, Lisa.

Collins

Nice to meet you. Hi.

Swerdlow

I feel like I know you.

McGoff

She just finished reading the book. 

[BREAK]

Swerdlow

So we have now Lisa, who has joined us. Lisa is Alice’s daughter. 

Lisa, you were involved too in all the turmoil that was happening in the early ’70s. I suppose you could say you were an active player in all this.

Collins

Yes, I was very active.

Swerdlow

I started out talking to your mom about just a little bit of background. I guess, how old were your children, Alice, for the ’74/’75 school year?

McGoff

Danny [McGoff] had graduated in ’75.

Collins

He was 17, Billy [McGoff] was 16, I was 15, Kevin [McGoff] was 14, Tommy [McGoff] was 12, and Robin [McGoff] and Bobby [McGoff] were 11.

Swerdlow

So all seven children were school age.

McGoff

Oh, yes. Well, Daniel had graduated Charlestown High, but he went to Berwick Academy in Maine for his 13th year.

Collins

The actual busing part started in ’75 with South Boston. Danny was a senior, so it didn’t affect him. When it came to Charlestown in ’76, that affected Billy, me, and Kevin. Tommy was at a Catholic school.

McGoff

Pope John.

Collins

Robin was at a Catholic school and Bobby was at a Catholic school. So she had three in public, three in Catholic.

Swerdlow

Okay. So when all this came down and the decision came that these schools would be integrated, did that start your involvement?

McGoff

No. Actually, I had gone to—and I’m sorry, I can’t give you the year because I can’t remember what year it was, but they had a kind of demonstration a couple of years before it came to South Boston in ’75, at the State House. We all went in because there was talk of putting the kids on the buses. At that time, when we demonstrated against that, it was a very integrated crew of people. There were blacks, Chinese, there were whites, there was everyone. And we all sat down in the Hall of Flags and protested the idea of putting the kids on the bus.

Swerdlow

Right. 

McGoff

But two or three years later when—

Swerdlow

So this was probably around 1972.

Collins

When busing did come in ’75, we supported South Boston. We went to a lot of their rallies.

McGoff

Absolutely.

Collins

Because we knew that it was going to happen to us. We just knew it was happening. So it was sort of like, I don’t know, my reasoning is—of course, at the time I’m a kid, I’m 15, I’m 14. I’m going to get in the midst of all this. Plus, there’s cute boys in Southie [South Boston], let’s go over there. We were just preparing ourselves for what was going to be next, what was going to happen to us.

McGoff

It actually was kind of a frightening time.

Collins

Scary, very scary.

McGoff

My kids were frightened. All kids were, not just mine. All kids were frightened.

Collins

It says in the book that I slept with a bat by my bed. I did.

McGoff

That’s the truth.

Collins

I slept with a bat by my bed because I used to get phone calls.

McGoff

Oh, they’re coming across the bridge and there’s carloads of them.

Collins

They’re coming to get you, they’re going to get you, and I was—and it wasn’t like we didn’t know black kids. We hung around with black kids, black kids came into our house, but this was a different kind of, you know, they’re going to come and get you, they’re coming over. That’s the sad part. We had black families in our hallway. It had nothing to do with black kids. It was what they said they were going to do to us when they came here.

Swerdlow

So what was feeding the fear, do you think?

Collins

All the trouble in Southie in ’75, we knew was going to come to Charlestown in ’76 because there was trouble in Southie.

McGoff

It was anticipation. It’s our turn next, it’s our turn next, and everybody got all riled up.

Collins

When you would go to a meeting and you’d sit with Teddy Kennedy, you’re sitting with Ray Flynn, you’re sitting with Tip [Thomas] O’Neill and Louise [Day Hicks], and they’re telling you this and they’re telling you this and nothing’s happening. You’re worrying; don’t worry about it. 

[BREAK]

Swerdlow

OK, we’re back on. We were talking about—

Collins

The anticipation.

Swerdlow

The anticipation and the fear.

Collins

And then you also—the fact that Mom and I were so vocal, and I was a kid being vocal. I always say this because it bothered me a real lot when I was a kid. I think about it now and in hindsight, who cares? But back then, even though I was an anti-buser, and I was with the group of the anti-busers, my choice to go to Charlestown High was my choice. My mother said, You decide. You want to go to Charlestown High, or I’ll send you to Catholic school. We’ll do whatever we have to do to get you into a school. I said, I’m going. If I picked to go here, this is my choice. 

And then some of the anti-busers were against me, even though I had been an anti-buser all along. What are you going to the school for? You’re defeating the purpose. That was what they saw in their eyes, but in my eyes—

McGoff

See, I looked at it a different way too.

Collins

Yes. In my eyes it’s, this is where I want to go. Why should I not go here?

McGoff

We had no problem with the kids going to the school. We just wanted the choice to go to that school. And when they said she can go to that school, why am I going to say to her, boycott it now? That’s what we’re fighting for.

Collins

I mean, they honestly believed—some of those anti-busers honestly believed that if nobody showed up, the school would close. The black kids are coming, whether white kids show up or not. They’re not going to close the school down. I know kids who never graduated high school because of the whole thing.

McGoff

A whole generation of kids.

Collins

They all had to get GEDs [General Education Development certificate] because they never went to school. Pixie [Elvira] Palladino, God rest her soul, wherever you are, was the first one to call me, in a meeting, sitting there, You are a— and I’m going to use the word—a nigger lover, that’s what you are. I was 16 years old.

McGoff

Oh, I almost went crazy.

Collins

Because I was getting on that bus. Then I was more determined because she actually…. I still went to my meetings, I marched in Washington twice. I did all the things everybody else did, but I went to that school. And when I got in that school, I became very active. I did everything that I had to do to keep the school the way—I mean, I wanted to have a prom and the whole thing. Her kids were already—that was her choice. If she wanted her kids not to go to East Boston High, that was her choice. I got the choice to go to the school I wanted to go to. That’s what I wanted, to do the whole long—I followed the steps of my brothers and my mother. You know, do what we wanted to do. I wasn’t going to change it for her.

Swerdlow

Alice, when was your initiation in terms of the Restore Our Alienated Rights group, ROAR? How did you become involved with ROAR?

McGoff

Well, each section of the city had what they called an information center. In Charlestown it was called Powder Keg.

Swerdlow

So it was called Powder Keg all along.

Collins

We were Powder Keg, but Restore Our Alienated Rights was out of City Hall. All the communities came together, and ROAR was created in City Hall.

Swerdlow

I see.

Collins

So the Charlestown people from Powder Keg, the Southie people from whatever they—I don’t even know what they called—

McGoff

The Information Center.

Collins

Yes. South Boston Information Center.

Swerdlow

So ROAR was the umbrella.

McGoff

Yes.

Collins

The umbrella, exactly. Restore Our Alienated Rights.

McGoff

Rita Graul, who worked for the mayor, was allowed to have her meetings because frankly, the mayor was on our side but couldn’t say it out loud, because politically he couldn’t say it. He was certainly—we knew people who knew him, and they knew that he was kind of on our side. Again, it was a question, the same thing that I’m saying. The neighborhoods would break up and there would be no more neighborhood if this happened. And it virtually—

Collins

Yes, we made a lot of enemies.

McGoff

The only one that hung in was Southie. I think they still have the Information Center.

Collins

Yes, I do too. The thing is too, back then as a kid, I would deal with politicians and talk to politicians and couldn’t understand why Dennis Kearney couldn’t back us, couldn’t understand why Father [William] Joy and Father [Robert] Ward were against us. Those are the things that used to get me crazy. You know, now that I’m a grownup I know why, but back then I used to be like, why can’t they just say they don’t want it? But it’s like anything; they’re all protecting their jobs, protecting themselves, and this is the Federal Government, and you cannot fight them no matter what, so you have to go with the flow.

McGoff

I will say that Dennis Kearney got out after one term because he just couldn’t go on, because he felt as we did, and he was a Representative. So he didn’t run for a second term. He was a wonderful guy.

Collins

And then, like in the community, we had some really good friends who lived in the projects, and their parents sent all their kids on the bus. We didn’t talk to them now because they went on the bus. And people left the community and went this way. The tight little community no longer was a tight little community, you know what I mean? It was everybody had their own views.

Swerdlow

Agenda, yes. And it seems that even though all of the different groups that you were involved with were anti-busing, there were different approaches.

McGoff

Oh, there certainly were.

Swerdlow

And so there were splits. But the point is, you were passionate about your kids not having—

McGoff

I was passionate about their rights. They had rights. I mean, the government wasn’t supporting them, I was supporting them. I went to work at the telephone company every day to pay for them. Who are they to tell me what to do with them? I paid my federal taxes that I had to pay. Who are they to say no, they can’t go there?

Swerdlow

Right. But Lisa, you ended up going to your neighborhood school.

Collins

Billy and Kevin and I, all three of us did.

Swerdlow

So you were not bused.

Collins

No.

Swerdlow

But there were black kids being bused to your school.

Collins

Right. In our house, Tommy, Robin, and Bobby were bused, and that’s why they went to Catholic, and then us three went to the high school. Billy was a senior, I was a junior, and my brother Kevin was a sophomore. So Billy’s senior year is when busing actually came into Charlestown. Billy and I fought constantly, because he went to school every day. He wouldn’t protest, he wouldn’t walk out, he wouldn’t do all those things. Just like the book said, he would not do it because he thought like me, but I wasn’t there yet. He wanted to make sure that he could play football, play basketball, have his prom, do all those things, and if he walked out or did all that stuff, then he would have gotten suspended.

Swerdlow

Right.

Collins

So I, in turn, am absent 60 days out of my junior year and I still get promoted. It was like, just move her on, get her out of the way. And then I saw Billy’s side of it when I was a senior. I don’t want to leave her and 20 years from now have people saying to me, did you have a prom? You know, when your kids ask you all those questions. My brother Kevin doesn’t have a yearbook. How can you not have a yearbook from your high school? When my brother Bobby and Robin finally got to go to Charlestown High, in their high school days they didn’t get bused, just in junior high they got bused. When they became high school age, they got to go to Charlestown High and they opted to go. Tommy still wanted to stay at Catholic school, and Bobby made his own yearbook. He got together about six kids, took the pictures, had it bound. Those are the things that we got cheated out of.

McGoff

I will say that when Kevin got to be a senior, he was elected president. She was president of her senior class, Kevin was elected president of his senior class, and Bobby was elected president of his senior class.

Collins

And they were elected by blacks.

McGoff

And they were elected by black kids.

Collins

Because it was mostly black kids then anyway.

McGoff

So it wasn’t a case that they went up there hating the blacks. They just went up there because that’s their school and that’s where they wanted to go.

Collins

And another thing as a kid, you’re 15, you’re 16. Do you want to get up two hours earlier to get dressed, get ready, go on the bus, go across town? No. We lived six minutes from school.

McGoff

Again, it’s another case of I had to be able to get to the schools. Now, they went to Catholic school, Tommy and the twins. They’re right over the bridge, they’re in Everett.

Swerdlow

That was close.

McGoff

It’s ten minutes away.

Swerdlow

So in the end, busing, certainly you were against it, but you managed to keep your kids close, which was very important to you.

McGoff

That was the most important thing to me— 

Collins

That was the whole purpose. 

McGoff

—that I could reach my kids if I needed. They had nobody else to reach out to. I was their mother and they had to be able to call me on the phone and say, Mom, you’ve got to come home right now, and I’ve got to be there in ten minutes. Not an hour and a half later across the city.

Swerdlow

So here you are, a working mom of seven children, and this really became a big part of your life, fighting this busing.

McGoff

For their high school years, yes.

Swerdlow

How did you find the time to do this?

McGoff

We went to meetings day and night. We had meetings with everybody you can think of. I remember one incident, I was in work. I was an operator, and of course they’re a public utility so they have very strict rules. Nobody leaves that board unless they’re covered. We had a girl who had a stroke on the board and they wouldn’t let her up until someone else plugged in. That’s how strict they are. In the middle of the day one day, I get a tap on the shoulder, Come on, come on, you’re coming with us. I said, What’s wrong, what’s wrong? All I could think of is something happened to my kids. That’s the first thought in my mind. 

We had been trying to get a meeting with Tip O’Neill, and they had called work and said, Mr. O’Neill’s ready for the meeting. And they pulled me out of that office like—when I went into the office, I thought I would have to kneel down and kiss the ring because it was.... We laughed about it for days afterwards. I never saw anyone jump the way they did to get me out of that office. It was only across the street, because I worked right at Bowdoin Square. You don’t know Boston, but it’s right across the street from the Federal Building.

Swerdlow

Where Tip O’Neill’s office was.

McGoff

Yes.

Swerdlow

So tell me about that meeting with Tip O’Neill.

Collins

Which one?

McGoff

Tip O’Neill’s meeting. We had a couple of them with him, and we had one in Washington, which I can’t remember at all. It was a miss.

Collins

I remember the rain.

McGoff

Oh yes, it was awful.

Swerdlow

It was raining?

McGoff

Oh, unbelievable. He called us into the office and there he is, and he looked like a huge guy, without his hernia, but there he is, big, big. He really did take up a lot of space, just his presence. Very nice, talking, talking, talking. Oh, I understand your problem. I walk my granddaughter to school every day. We said, That’s what we’re asking for, so we walk our kids to school every day. Well, you see now, and then he went on and on and on. All I can remember is that line, because that kind of summed it all up. We were just blowing heat; he wasn’t listening to us. He could have patted us on the top of the head and thrown us a bone. It was the same thing.

Collins

Yes, none of them really listened.

Swerdlow

Was there anyone at that time that you felt was listening to you and was actively trying to help your cause?

McGoff

At a federal level?

Swerdlow

At any level.

Collins

Definitely Louise and Ray. They always came to everything. A lot of the Representatives, like Dennis Kearney.

McGoff

There were some of them I didn’t like.

Collins

Pixie was in the midst of it all because she was in—whatever she was.

McGoff

A political wannabe.

Swerdlow

Pixie was?

McGoff

Yes. But there was really no one that I could say, maybe Ray. There were some councilmen that I didn’t like, that were out-and-out racists, and I didn’t like them. I’m thinking of [John] Kerrigan, of course.

Collins

That, I think, Mom, was a lot to that when it came to doing—like the Charlestown Defense Fund. I have no bad things to say about them. What they were doing was trying to raise money to help the kids who got arrested. But sometimes they threw fuel on the fire and got these kids all riled up, and that was not the part of what Powder Keg was about. Powder Keg was the mothers and the kids who were really looking for the peacefulness of it. The Defense Fund, they were great guys, but some were racist and some were wild, and there was just another side. They had a different tactic on what they thought would change the whole thing.

McGoff

They were born tossers. 

Collins

Yes. You know that’s not going to work. Even if the peaceful part didn’t work, that definitely wasn’t going to work. At least we wouldn’t get a bad reputation. We had lots of peaceful marches and that’s it.

McGoff

Well, the problem was that once you look at someone as a bigot, you don’t hear another word that comes out of their mouth, regardless of what it is. They see the word bigot and that’s the end of it. You’re done for. No conversation with you. They might sit there and say mm hmm, but they’re not really listening to you because in their head—but you couldn’t get that across to the guys. You couldn’t say, You can’t come off like this. You’ve got to be cooperative up to a certain point.

Collins

But it gave the people who were the peaceful ones—I remember doing many—after the book was done, and doing all these little things with Tony [J. Anthony Lukas], and people actually talking to me as if, that really happened to you? It made me feel like people just didn’t see it. They only saw what they read. So when I said to them that it had nothing to do with being with a black person, I have no problem being with a black person, but do you realize that I come from a very small community and we don’t really have many blacks, so this is a little different for me. They just kind of look at you like, Really? 

You have to explain to them, step by step, what went on every single day, for them to understand why you reacted the way you did. When you go to a school and they tell you that you can’t do work-study, you can’t go out for lunch, you can’t have cheerleading practice outside, you can’t do this, you can’t do that, you can only do this if you have so many black kids, so many Chinese. It was, why? Why can’t we do it? To this day—

McGoff

Billy and his class had worked for the junior year, because they were going to be the bicentennial graduating class. They had worked from their junior year—

Collins

From their freshman year.

McGoff

From the freshman year, rather, with car washes and cookie sales and dances, to save money. The whole class was going to England. And now ’76 comes and it was canceled. I can’t tell you the bitterness the kids felt at that time.

Collins

It was awful, the fact that we used to be able to go out the door, around the corner, go to Ma Ryan’s, get a sandwich. No longer. Now you’ve got to bring your lunch.

Swerdlow

Right.

Collins

So it might mean nothing to some people, but if you were used to it and you could do it before and now you can’t because now there are black kids in your school, you know. I can understand why there were people outside yelling names, screaming and yelling, but that was the thing that got you mad. Like, why are you doing this to us?

Swerdlow

You didn’t want your life to change.

Collins

It shouldn’t have had to change.

Swerdlow

You wanted to keep your way of life.

McGoff

There was a way to do this without impacting the kids the way it did. And I’m not talking just about white kids. It impacted black kids just as bad.

Collins

Some of the kids would get defiant because if something happened in school and they said detention, only the white kids stayed for detention because the black kids had to get on the bus and go. Even though they were involved in it, they had to get on the bus and go. So why don’t they get detention? Well, we can’t keep them here. It’s not safe. Any time something happened, five NAACP [National Association for the Advancement of Colored People] people would show up at your building. If anything happened with us—

McGoff

They wouldn’t let us near the door.

Collins

I have to go. Can I go call my mother, please? No, you can’t. You know, those kind of things. Their Rainbow Coalition was at our school every day. I think that Mr.—what was his name? I can’t even remember his name—was part of it. He was like a monitor on the bus, but he came every single day, and I think he just watched. He was a plant. That’s how I always thought of him, as being a plant there. They always had somebody in that school to protect whatever they did. But if the white kids did something, we were tossed out to whatever. And as a kid, you’re 15, you’re 16, how else are you going to act? You should act that way.

McGoff

You think in terms beyond yourself.

Collins

And any other way.

McGoff

This is affecting me, you know. That’s the way kids think. They think me, me, me.

Collins

There was no more—I volunteered over at Mass General [Massachusetts General Hospital] as a candy striper, out of the school. I could do four classes and then take three classes, and then go to the Warren-Prescott [School], which was three streets over, to help, and that stopped. So all those things that helped you, that you thought about your career or maybe I should do this and I’ll decide if I want to do this. You could do nothing. We came to school, we went through those metal detectors, we sat in our classrooms. No learning. Doors shut, the bell rang, and you went home. That’s basically the whole day.

McGoff

The people didn’t believe what was going on inside the school; teachers being thrown down the stairs and fistfights.

Collins

They were just literally—teachers would just shut the door and say, do whatever you guys want, just no fighting. You might have had four teachers that really taught. Mr. [Patrick J.] Greatorex, Mr. [John] Brennan, constantly trying to teach us, trying to teach us. But there were some teachers in there that just sat back and said just don’t fight with each other. I don’t care what you do. So the learning—my self-esteem, when I got out of high school, was horrible.

McGoff

Was about this big.

Collins

To this day, I still say I don’t feel like I’m smart enough to do anything, because I felt like my last two years of school, I learned nothing.

McGoff

I cannot tell you how bright she is, but she doesn’t believe.

Collins

No, but I don’t feel that way. I honestly, honestly don’t feel that way, because I feel like I didn’t learn anything. I learned a lot of social things. I learned how to stand up for my rights. I learned a lot of things that—I grew up very fast, but when it comes to schoolwork, I go oh. I’m constantly being told, go back to school. No. I’m petrified because I don’t think that I could handle it. I think my vocabulary is horrible, and it’s all from school. I never really learned anything. My sophomore year there was really no busing going on, but as soon as my junior year came there was no teaching, and then forget it.

Swerdlow

There are those who say that the quality of the education at your school was really not up to standards to begin with.

McGoff

Oh God, no.

Swerdlow

And so this apparently made the situation worse.

Collins

Right.

Swerdlow

Would you agree with that?

McGoff

Yes. There were some dedicated teachers.

Collins

Oh, definitely.

McGoff

There were some, and a lot of them were local guys who became teachers at Charlestown High. I mean dedicated guys.

Collins

Mr. Brennan. There were teachers in our school—

McGoff

Mr. [Charles] McGonagle. 

Collins

—who did so much for the kids. And then, because they went to that school, it’s even more the fact that they want everything to run the right way, because it’s their school too.

Swerdlow

Right.

Collins

It was very hard to teach.

McGoff

It was just a simple little high school, but there was a lot of pride in the high school, as there was pride in living in Charlestown, regardless then we were not quite the yuppie community that we are now. We were poor, blue collar. Everybody in the town was blue collar, but we were proud of this town. I mean, it was a case where you lived for the town, whereas now you live in the town.

Collins

And you have to go to Charlestown High. That was part of growing up.

McGoff

If you were going to college, you had to go to the high school so you could get a scholarship up there, and it had to be through sports.

Collins

My girlfriend Carolyn, I was really kind of mad at the time. We did everything together. She followed me through, we did all the committees together, and then she gets a four-year scholarship to BU [Boston University], and I got a $25 gift certificate from something. I thought to myself—

McGoff

Carolyn wasn’t quite as vocal as Lisa was.

Collins

But I was working so hard to do the right thing, and I got $25. I was like, you’ve got to be kidding me. She gets a four-year scholarship to BU, and I got a $25 award.

Swerdlow

And you graduated together?

Collins

We graduated together, yes.

Swerdlow

Why do you think that happened?

McGoff

Because she was too much of a mouth.

Collins

I was too mouthy.

McGoff

Carolyn didn’t open her mouth.

Collins

Carolyn just followed me and did what she—she was the social butterfly of it all, but when it came to speaking, it was always me.

Swerdlow

So you think your involvement then with Powder Keg really ended up hurting you?

McGoff

Yes.

Swerdlow

Your future?

Collins

Yes, a little bit.

McGoff

She’ll say no perhaps, but I definitely think yes. My son Bobby got a four-year scholarship to BU and my son Kevin, well he was knocked off by the kid.

Collins

He was in the running.

McGoff

He just missed it. He was in the running. But she should have been there too.

Swerdlow

Well, in light of that, would you do it differently?

Collins

No.

McGoff

No, not a thing, not at all. I believe today as I believed then.

Swerdlow

You’d still do it?

Collins

Oh yes, I’d still do it.

McGoff

You can see by what’s happening to the public school, that this is what we said 30 years ago would happen. Your schools are going to end up so totally black that you won’t be able to integrate them. Now they should know. Now we have a whole housing—we haven’t got an awful lot of kids in the town. This section of the city has, as I said, it’s gone quite yuppie. It’s very expensive. The average house is $600,000. A small condo is $350,000. I mean, there’s nothing below that.

Swerdlow

In Charlestown?

McGoff

In Charlestown, yes. Those that are built across—see those built across the street there? They’re fairly new, and they were $600,000 each. My son built 14 houses.

Swerdlow

So it’s become an affluent community.

Collins

Right.

McGoff

It’s an extension of Beacon Hill, and that’s how they treat it.

Swerdlow

So do the schools reflect that?

McGoff

No.

Collins

What happened to this community, we have two elementary schools, one junior high school, and one high school. The two elementary schools have come to the point where the Kent, where I work, is a bilingual school. Not only are we bilingual, we have Chinese kindergarten to fifth grade, every level. Also, every new kid who comes in—we don’t know why this is happening, maybe you can find out—but every new kid who comes into the community, if they’re black, ends up at the Kent. All the yuppies seem to have all their children up at the Warren-Prescott. So the Warren-Prescott is now turning into the yuppie school, and we’re turning into the school that has the melting pot, which is fine, because we can handle it. 

But what I was thinking about earlier today, when I was watching Dr. [Dominic] Amara, he’s the principal of the Warren-Prescott—this has nothing to do with anything, but I was thinking about this today. When it comes to getting federal money, he’s not going to get any because all his kids have to pay for their lunches, because all their parents—

McGoff

That’s how they give you—pay no money.

Collins

So eventually it’s going to show.

McGoff

It’s going to come back and bite them on the behind.

Collins

Yes.

Swerdlow

So, is it your experience that the Boston schools are integrated?

McGoff

That’s hard to say, because most of the school is black.

Collins

And in this community it’s funny because people don’t mind sending their kids to elementary school, they really don’t. If they can send them to—even to Kent. Kent’s an excellent school.

McGoff

Kent’s an excellent school.

Collins

It’s a very good school. We have more Chinese, blacks. We have special ed classes there. We also have lab classes there. So we’re a big mix in that school. The people tend to want to go to the Warren-Prescott because they added on sixth, seventh, and eighth grade, because our Edwards Middle School is not the school you want to send your children to because it’s bonkers. It’s getting better, but in the past it’s been awful.

McGoff

It is getting better.

Swerdlow

So are there still racial issues?

Collins

I don’t know if it’s a racial issue.

McGoff

I don’t know if it’s a racial issue.

Collins

I don’t think there’s a racial issue in school any more, I honestly don’t. I used to say to people all the time, there would have been no real problem with busing if they started at a lower level. When you put two kindergartners, two first graders together, they don’t know if you’re black, white, or pink. They don’t care what color you are because kids will play with kids.

McGoff

They’re babies and they’ll play together.

Collins

But when you’re 15 and 16, that’s a whole different ball game.

Swerdlow

So Lisa, with your own children, have they come up in integrated schools?

Collins

Yes, they did.

Swerdlow

And what has that been like?

McGoff

It hasn’t made any difference to them one way or the other.

Collins

No, it might— Amy’s [Collins] still in public school, seventh grade.

McGoff

She goes to the North End.

Collins

My problem with Amy is that she needs small classes. I wanted her to go to the Eddies [Edwards Middle School] because they’re changing the Eddies and they’re doing a lot of good things for it, because they’re trying to get that age of 12-, 13-, and 14-year-olds. They were trying to help them figure out what they want to do with their life. They had this whole nice program down there. She was extremely intimidated.

McGoff

Yes, it can be an intimidating school.

Collins

So we found a smaller school for her.

Swerdlow

It sounds like your situation, you were forced into the situation when you were about to finish school, but it does seem that your children have benefited from your experience.

Collins

I think so. I think they have.

Swerdlow

And the Boston schools now are integrated, and you have black children and white children learning together and getting an education.

McGoff

Well, that’s a stretch. That’s really a stretch. They’ll have a class of 25 kids and three of them will be white.

Collins

That’s the difference. 

McGoff

So it’s majority black.

Collins

We probably have, out of our 462 kids at the Harvard-Kent School, there’s probably 13 white kids from kindergarten up.

Swerdlow

Does that reflect the population?

McGoff

No, not at all.

Collins

No. Now, out of the 350 kids at the Warren-Prescott, 120 of them are white. That’s because they have the sixth, seventh, and eighth grade, and people don’t want to send their kids to the Eddies, so they try very hard to get their kids in the Warren, because once you get up to fifth grade—

Swerdlow

And so how do parents assure themselves a spot at the school?

McGoff

Well, there actually is no way to assure themselves.

Collins

There isn’t really, no.

McGoff

They can ask for.

Collins

We get a choice of five schools.

Swerdlow

Oh, so you do have a choice?

Collins

We do have a choice now, but they’re only in certain areas of the city. So I can’t say I want Mary Kate [Collins] to go to so-and-so school over on Broad Street.

Swerdlow

And also, all students have—all parents have a choice in any community in Boston.

Collins

Right. It depends on where you’re geocoded. So we are East Boston, Charlestown, the North End, and I think that’s all we have.

McGoff

That’s it.

Collins

Until you get to the high school level.

McGoff

It used to be Brighton, remember?

Collins

Yes, but there’s only two schools over there. So I got a choice to say OK, I want Amy either to go to the Kent, my first choice, the Eliot is my second choice, the Warren-Prescott is my third choice, say the Jackson Mann would be my fourth choice. So if she didn’t get the first one, it would go to the next one, the next one, the next one. That just recently happened during the last maybe five years. Before it was just so many schools. Now they give you a list of how many schools that you can go to, but you have to choose the ones on that paper.

McGoff

When it first started, you had no choice whatsoever.

Collins

No. You got the letter saying your child is going here. So now, as my kids have been in the Boston public schools, I’ve had a choice to pick. When John [Collins] was little, there were only certain schools. Now there seems to be, I want to say there’s probably 17 or 18 different elementary schools, but they’re in one geocoded area. Remember, at one time it used to be you guys are going just here. When I went, when we got bused, it was all the high school kids, all the kids high school age that lived in the projects were not bused, but the kids who lived over this side of the hill who were high school age did get bused, and the elementary schools in the projects got bused and the elementary schools down this side of town didn’t. It was geocoded by streets practically. As the years have come on, it’s changed, thank God.

McGoff

Back then, one of the little black family kids in the project, the little kid.

Collins

He got bused.

McGoff

He got bused to Roxbury.

Collins

Irving Lee. Poor Irving, he got bused. One of our only black kids in the whole community, he got bused.

Swerdlow

Oh, he got bused. Oh my goodness.

Collins

Because he lived in the projects. I have a friend who lives over on Brighton Street. Brighton Street is Charlestown. His backyard is in Charlestown. The front of his house is in Somerville, his backyard’s in Charlestown. His address is Charlestown, but because the front of his house is in Somerville, he could go to Somerville High, because he got bused to go to the Dearborn, way back when, and his mother used her Somerville side of the house to get him to go to Somerville High. Half of Parker Street is considered Somerville, the other—I don’t know; it’s all strange, but back then that was it. 

So now we do have a choice and I would not put my kids in a Catholic school until middle school. My kids all went to Catholic school, starting middle school, except for Amy, and then they went to Catholic high schools, because the option they have for Charlestown is Charlestown High, Southie High, and East Boston High. I just didn’t feel like that was what—they were used to being in a Catholic school now, because we did have a Catholic school at one time in this town.

McGoff

And it was closed.

Collins

But they closed it because of money problems.

Swerdlow

So you chose to send them to Catholic school because?

Collins

After fifth grade, because I didn’t want them to go to the Eddies. They had no other choice but Edwards, Dearborn.

Swerdlow

And why didn’t you want them to go there?

Collins

Because Eddie was a zoo, it was an absolute zoo. There was no rhyme or reason to it. They had a really good principal, but he was a tyrant. I wanted my kids to go to school and just enjoy it.

Swerdlow

Sure.

Collins

Not to feel like I felt.

Swerdlow

So, are there still racial issues at these schools?

Collins

No, not at all.

Swerdlow

So it’s not that.

Collins

It’s not that.

McGoff

It’s not the kids. It’s just kids.

Swerdlow

So it’s kids from everywhere.

McGoff

Dorchester, Roxbury.

Collins

What’s happening that I see now, though, is because the Catholic school is condensing. There aren’t many left and they’re extremely expensive. They start off from $7,000 a year up, to go to a Catholic school.

McGoff

Elementary kids.

Collins

People can’t afford that any more, so they have to go to a public school.

Swerdlow

Right.

Collins

I panic because my Amy has a learning disability, and I keep thinking, Is she ever going to pass those MCASs [Massachusetts Comprehensive Assessment System]? I was very glad that John and Mary Kate didn’t have to take MCAS, because it’s a lot of—

McGoff

Well, I don’t personally believe in MCAS.

Collins

I don’t either. It’s a lot of pressure on a kid to pass that MCAS. I teach special needs kids, and we have to do an MCAS test for them. The pressure that they put on you to make sure your school is up here is astronomical. I worry about Amy. I honestly worry, is she going to be able to handle that?

Swerdlow

Sure. Earlier, you were talking about your involvement in meetings with Tip O’Neill, and of course a lot of these rallies and meetings are well documented. I was wondering if you were ever in any meetings or rallies where Senator Kennedy spoke?

Collins

We went to his office.

Swerdlow

Oh, you did go to his office?

Collins

Yes, we were up in his office. There was a whole bunch of us, a lot of kids. He placated us. He talked to us like we were seven years old. I can remember it.

McGoff

He did the same thing to—

Collins

And I walked out of there saying, This guy doesn’t really care about us. I honestly remember that day.

McGoff

When you reflect back, and I have better feelings about Ted Kennedy than I did back then, because back then I had no use for him at all. He wasn’t on my side; he wouldn’t listen to me. I had no use for him. I reflect now differently. He’s been a wonderful Senator for Massachusetts. He has always been favorable for this state, and I have voted for him since busing ended. Then I started looking at him, and I vote for him because there’s no one else out there to do the job. A lot of people have a lot of things to say about him, but I always thought that he had the state’s best interest at heart.

Collins

And you know one of the things, whenever we’d go in to talk to a politician or somebody in the higher-ups, as kids you’d walk out of there thinking, well, they can afford to send their kids to private schools, so they don’t really care about us. It’s not their kids so they don’t care.

McGoff

Their kids weren’t on a bus.

Collins

Even the people in Somerville, the people in Chelsea.

McGoff

My own sister.

Collins

They don’t care. They don’t have to worry about it; it’s not affecting them. They don’t care. Until they get their butts here, then they’ll see the difference. That’ll make the difference. When there’s no education, you don’t have enough books in the room, and you can’t have the things that you normally have in a high school situation because of the situation that’s happening around you, then you get angry.

McGoff

To this day, there are classrooms in the Boston public schools without enough books, and yet, I can’t tell you off the top of my head what per child it is costing the taxpayers, but I know that, how many millions are going on those buses?

Collins

The way they spend on buses. In Charlestown alone, because we see it, we see maybe 18, 20 buses pull up in front of Charlestown High. You might have eight kids on one bus, six kids on another bus, three kids on one bus. And our MBTA [Massachusetts Bay Transportation Authority] is slammed every single day with kids, because they get free passes. High school kids get free passes to take the bus to school. But why do we have the buses rolling into the town and six or seven kids getting off a bus? That happens at our school, at the Kent. We have buses with two kids on it.

McGoff

My brother taught at the Trotter School.

Collins

At the Blackstone they had more buses, though.

McGoff

Was it the Blackstone?

Collins

Blackstone had the most buses in the city.

McGoff

All right. He had 85 buses, and I only know that because he was the vice principal, and he monitored the buses in the morning and got the kids into school. Eighty-five buses. Now, how early did some of those kids have to get up, to wait in line to get into that school, because everything is monitored.

Swerdlow

So you felt betrayed, I’m sure, by—

Collins

Oh, the money they spent is amazing.

Swerdlow

—by the politicians.

McGoff

What they’re paying on those buses could easily have gone into the schools, in forms of assistant teachers and computers—not so much computers back then, but now.

Swerdlow

Did you have interactions with any of the people on the other side that were fighting for integration?

McGoff

None whatsoever.

Swerdlow

So you never talked to the other side, to the black leaders or—

McGoff

They never approached us. We never approached them. Lisa and I, and some of the ladies, we went to some meetings. I can’t give you dates and things, but I remember there were meetings where black people were there and white people were there.

Collins

And they had the same issues we did. Their kids are getting up to go from Roxbury High to Charlestown High, and what are they getting in exchange? Nothing except harassment across the bridge and vice versa. They’re not giving us anything better. That’s why when people did Metco [Metropolitan Council for Educational Opportunity], they were jumping on the Metco. Yes, I’m definitely going to Metco because I’m going to Wayland and I’m going to get a better education. I’m going to get something from it.

McGoff

I’m going to Brookline and Newton.

Collins

We’re not getting anything here, nothing.

McGoff

Where the child per capita is twice as much as the City of Boston.

Collins

And the Metco program is still going on to this day, which amazes me. They don’t really say too much about it.

McGoff

Well, there was a big article in the paper about it the other day.

Swerdlow

That’s the Metropolitan Council for Educational Opportunity.

McGoff

One of my girlfriends, she brought her child to the school committee to apply for Metco. She got in there and she said, I’d like my child to go to Metco. And they said, You can’t go to Metco.

Collins

Because you’re not black.

McGoff

Oh, I can’t go because I’m white? Yes, it’s for black students only.

Collins

So how do you think it makes people feel?

McGoff

Now, the kids came back with that and they said, What if we went in and said you can’t go to our school because it’s for white kids only? See, that’s the way they thought about it back then, and it created so much bitterness.

Swerdlow

So the politicians at that time were not on your side, except for Louise Day Hicks.

McGoff

We went to court one time in front of Judge [W. Arthur] Garrity, over some ruling, and Judge Garrity, I remember saying to him, What about my kids, what about their education? He said, I’m not here about education, I’m here for integration. And I said to myself, Well, that sums it up. Nobody cares about my kids but me.

 

Collins

Nope, not at all. They did not care what was happening to us.

McGoff

I’m the only one who cares about my kids.

Collins

They didn’t care.

Swerdlow

Were you a supporter of Senator Kennedy’s brothers?

McGoff

I liked John Kennedy. I voted for him; it was a big deal. When he was running, you could walk in—the town was different. The town was very Irish back then. You could walk into any house—not my father’s, but anybody else’s—and you could see, there was a cross.

Collins

The Pope and John Kennedy.

McGoff

It might have been the Pope, but Kennedy was in the middle of them.

Swerdlow

So there was a lot of pride about—

McGoff

Oh, absolutely.

Swerdlow

—John F. Kennedy.

McGoff

My girlfriend’s husband, Dave Powers, was his uncle. So we had seen Kennedy when he was first starting. We were little kids. When he first started with Dave Powers and he’d march in the parades. So he became very much of a hometown boy. Our local K of C [Knights of Columbus] is the JFK [John Fitzgerald Kennedy]. The local social center is the JFK. There was a lot of pride in the fact that he was connected to Charlestown.

Swerdlow

And prior to the busing controversy, you supported Senator Kennedy, and then you didn’t for a while, and then, as you said, over the years, your feelings have changed.

McGoff

I voted for him because he was John’s brother. I wasn’t paying much attention. Then busing came in and that changed it.

Collins

And it was a big push back then too. We were trying to prove a point, so even if we liked the politician personally, if he wasn’t stepping out and voting for us, you couldn’t vote for him, because then you were defeating your own purpose. So it was almost like, if that candidate did not come out to you and say that he was against forced busing, then you weren’t going to vote for him, no matter what.

McGoff

The funny thing is, we were all Democrats. The whole town was basically Democrats. Then they started changing their party affiliations. Well, I couldn’t go that far. I mean, I was born Irish, Catholic, Democrat, in that order, and that’s the way it was. You were that the day you were christened. That’s what you were. So I couldn’t quite switch over, but I became a very conservative Democrat. As the years passed, I’m as I am today, more moderate. I believe in all the social programs, whereas years ago I didn’t so much.

Collins

And a lot of times, politicians—we were very political before busing started. We’re a political family.

McGoff

I told her about the corners, when we were all—

Collins

Yes, and then as we got to the age of voting, all us kids, we all had three or four different signs. If somebody was running and I’m voting for one, Danny doesn’t want him, Billy didn’t want that one. My mother would have signs everywhere for different candidates. But during busing, the candidate didn’t really want to be part of you because we were the bad people.

McGoff

Oh no, we were the bad people.

Collins

They didn’t want to associate with us because we were just this small group of people, and there was so much more for them that they couldn’t affiliate themselves with that because then they would get that, Oh, you’re a no-busing, you’re a racist, because the minute you were no-busing, you were racist. It had nothing to do with anything else but race. Nobody saw it any other way. Politicians didn’t want to connect with no buses. They were afraid to because it would ruin their career.

McGoff

The funny thing is, the people who were involved with busing, for the major part of the people, they were political kind of people; people who would stand at the polls.

Collins

Community activists.

McGoff

And write postcards for a candidate. They were involved in the politics of their community.

Collins

And especially in this town.

McGoff

Oh yes, at that time boy, this was big.

Collins

I mean, we had the big BRA [Boston Redevelopment Authority] people. Because we were a small community, most of us banded together to fight together all the time, but when busing came it was a whole—people were afraid to get in there.

Swerdlow

Do you think some people also used this issue to advance themselves?

McGoff

Oh, absolutely. God rest his soul, Jimmy Kelly.

Collins

Yes, he is in there for himself. That’s why Pixie was. I don’t care; she was in there for herself too. She was a rip- roaring racist in my opinion.

McGoff

Absolutely.

Collins

But she got herself into the City Council, didn’t she? Didn’t she get herself on the School Committee? She certainly did, and the only way she did that is with her big mouth.

McGoff

What about Louise?

Collins

No, I don’t think so. I don’t know, because I was young so I don’t remember, but I always thought that she was true-blue.

McGoff

I’m going to tell you honestly, when Louise was changing, gerrymandering the areas, I was paying no attention. I had all those kids. Busing, I knew there was something about the Lee School in Dorchester, and she had moved it. It was a brand new school, and the way they had moved the area, but I really can’t tell you exactly. I have a vague remembrance of it. Supposedly, the school was moved so that the school would become more of a white school and not the black school. Now, that’s about as much attention as I paid to it because I didn’t have time. What they did in Dorchester, let them do in Dorchester. Now I realize I should have been more informed, but at that time, I wasn’t. But I think she—I don’t know what to say about Louise. I think she believed in what she believed in, and that was it.

Collins

Well, the thing that I remember as being a kid, she came to every march. She showed up, she was there.

McGoff

Oh, absolutely.

Collins

So in my opinion she was—whether in the back of her head she was doing it for her own political reason or not, I don’t know, but she was always there.

McGoff

And we were hungry for supporters.

Collins

She was always there.

Swerdlow

So she was someone that you felt was on your side?

McGoff

This was basically a Catholic town, and half of the people involved in the busing, their kids were in Catholic schools. This was a Catholic town, but our priest didn’t back us up, but one of the Protestant ministers did. So we turned—we thought he was the greatest thing since chopped liver.

Swerdlow

You ended up having a prayer meeting with him.

Collins

All the time.

McGoff

We used to have prayer marches, not led by any priest or minister, just by us. We’d go up over to Bunker Hill Street, we’d start down saying the rosary, and then we’d have women with veils on their faces carrying candles, incanting, Whooooaaaa. A little dramatic now, but back then it was fun.

Swerdlow

You were upset with your own priest because he wouldn’t pray with you.

McGoff

No.

Collins

And then they were making a big deal about kids that did get bused, to get them to go to Catholic schools. They wouldn’t let them in them. We couldn’t get into the Catholic schools around the community. They were shutting us down.

Swerdlow

The Catholic Church had a policy that they were not going to become—

McGoff

Because they’d lose their federal money.

Swerdlow

Right. The schools were—

McGoff

And they weren’t kidding us, and we knew why.

Collins

As kids we went to church all the time. My mother made us go to church. We went to church, and then we stopped going to church. So in this community—it’s in the book too—we had Father Ward and Father Joy, and they would take a whole bunch of kids and we would go to each others’ houses and have mass there. He would sit and talk to us. He would take us to the movies at night.

McGoff

He’s a great guy.

Collins

We became—that was sort of our introduction to CYO, the Catholic Youth Organization.

McGoff

What he did was separate the issue from the church, which the other priests didn’t. They lumped it together.

Collins

And that’s why Father Joy got moved out of here and that’s why Father Ward got moved out of here, because they weren’t doing anything—

McGoff

They were separating the church and the state, the way it should have been.

Collins

They were young priests. They were trying to keep us—

McGoff

They were young, they were saying, all right, but let’s go to somebody’s house and have mass, just us. Nothing about outside, just us.

Collins

Because the kids weren’t going to church now.

Swerdlow

So, you’re saying he was right?

McGoff

I thought he was right to separate the issues, yes.

Collins

Oh, yes. I still wanted to go to church, but then I was mad because now the church is not letting my brother and sister go over there?

McGoff

I had a big argument with a priest, face to face, in the middle of Hay Square. That’s unheard of. You don’t argue with priests.

Collins

Growing up Catholic, you only know going to church on a Sunday, you know going to Mass and being in that building, and he made it so that we could still go to Mass. And not that my mother said we couldn’t go to church any more, but that was our excuse. I’m not going to church; they don’t support busing, blah blah blah. But he made it so that we could go back to church again in our own way. He never pushed busing on us, never pushed the issues on us.

McGoff

He never talked about it.

Collins

He just made us, you know, it was just fun.

McGoff

There was nobody saying oh, you’ve got to do this, it’s brotherhood, it’s God’s way. That was not said.

Collins

No, not those two. And they were so good to us.

McGoff

Those kids weren’t—they didn’t want to hear that.

Collins

When something would happen in the community, he’d come by in his peach wagon, Let’s go, we’re going to get ice cream. You know, that kind of a priest.

McGoff

Well, you know what it is. Also, he made them feel like they counted, because frankly, by this point, they didn’t feel like they counted for anything.

Collins

The church is against you, the government is against you.

McGoff

Schools are against you.

Collins

All you’ve got out there is TPF [Tactical Patrol Force] and cops chasing you off the corner.

McGoff

And beating you with sticks. It was horrendous, the things that happened.

Collins

It was sad that my mother had to make good friends with detectives that say—if we’re on the corner and doing nothing, because we never really got arrested or anything—Time to go home. Your mother said get in the car, and they’d be driving us home because she would be worrying about it. Get in the car. There was no freedom. Then at one point, they put a curfew on the town. Like, this is not Nazi Germany. We should be able to stay out and hang out until 10:00.

McGoff

Well, it felt like it.

Collins

Yes, it did. It felt like it.

McGoff

They would march up Bunker Hill Street from Hay Square, right across the street, maybe eight, ten, with those big heavy boots on and their sticks. And they’d be banging their boots with the batons.

Collins

It was an awful noise.

McGoff

People don’t believe it, but I’m telling you, to say you could hear a pin drop in the middle of a busy town, they just, whack, whack, whack, whack.

Collins

Like my mother, we hung on a corner. We hung down across from the church.

McGoff

All kids did.

Collins

That’s why we were extremely friendly with the priest, because we hung right across from the church. My girlfriends and I would sit on the corner, we’d sing, we’d get pretzels and cheese from the red store, and hang out. And then busing comes, and now we can’t hang on the corner, we can’t be with each other, we have to be in at a certain time. This has nothing to do with school. Why are you doing this to us at night? It’s bad enough in the daytime, but now at nighttime we can’t even.... So it took away so many things that we shouldn’t have had taken away from us, because of an issue that somebody sent down.

McGoff

And then the end result of that was resentment.

Swerdlow

That sense of community that seems like you’ve always had, is that still the way today?

Collins

In this town, it’s changing. We’re getting there, we’re coming back. I don’t know.

McGoff

At first, after the busing and the—they call them Toonies.

Collins

The Toonies.

McGoff

Those are the new people. When they moved in they were a little standoffish. As time’s gone by now, they’re very involved with the community.

Collins

Wait. We can say this too, though. Back about five years ago, we would get Toonies, they would come here. I mean, we’d get people moving in, the young, up-and-coming. They would come in, they would buy a condo, get a house. The minute they got pregnant they were out the door, because our education stinks.

McGoff

Yes, they wouldn’t stay with their kids.

Collins

So as the years are coming on, they’re staying. I used to say that to people all the time. I don’t care who moves here, but stay. Don’t leave once your kids come here.

McGoff

We have so few kids in our town now.

Collins

We have hardly any kids, but at the lacrosse banquet this year—I probably know every kid under the age of 18 in this town—I probably didn’t know 50 kids in that group, because they were all kids that were born here but they’re yuppies, they’re not Townies yet. They are Townies actually because they’re born here, but they’re staying. So now they’re eight and nine and ten and they’re staying, and that’s a good thing. Come here and stay. Don’t come here, use us for—and then leave and go out. That used to get me so mad, but now they’re staying. They’re all going to the Warren-Prescott, but that’s OK. Let them do whatever they want to do.

McGoff

You can hear that little resentment there.

Swerdlow

What’s your sense of the black community now in Boston? How do you feel about it?

Collins

I can’t tell you about Boston itself. Here in Charlestown, I know a lot of the black kids, young kids, because I work in the school, but they’re still leery about coming out. They are starting to join baseball, they’re starting to join—

Swerdlow

So they’re still leery of Charlestown?

Collins

Yes, yes. They stay amongst themselves.

Swerdlow

Are they afraid?

Collins

I don’t know if it’s afraid.

McGoff

I think they’re just standoffish.

Collins

I think economically it’s hard too, because if you play lacrosse, it’s $100. You play baseball, it’s $50. You play softball, it’s $50. You play hockey, it’s $700.

McGoff

Hockey is $700.

Collins

Plus. So I think economically it’s hard for the black kids, but when there’s a black event down at—community centers is the place that draws all the black kids, Boston Youth and Family Centers, they draw it. So we have two centers. We have one at the Kent, which is always white kids, and one on Medford Street, which is always black kids. And this is changing. The mayor has come to figure this out in the last year. He’s got new people in charge. He’s trying to—all the black workers...

McGoff

Mayor [Thomas] Menino is a good politician.

Collins

Yes, he’s trying.

Swerdlow

Who is this?

McGoff

Mayor Menino. He’s a good politician. He’s a good man, period.

Collins

As a community person and working in the community, I always say, where are the black kids? We have a town with black kids in it, a town with Spanish kids in it. Where are they? Where’s the Chinese kids? They live here, Where are they? And that’s one of the things that bothers me the most in this whole community. We go down there and play baseball, every kid is white. And I said, why aren’t they coming out? Why aren’t they coming? What it is that we have to do to get them to join? 

But then, and my own daughter, they would have a big to-do down at the Kent, which she used to go to every Friday night. The black kids used to call it the Ku Klux Klan night because it was a family night, but it was only white kids and their families there. There’s no sign that says No blacks Allowed, but no black families came over to be part of it, and nobody knows why it happened. Then, in the last year, the mayor has put some black employees and some white employees, and switched them from each building, and he’s hoping that that’s going to change the attitude and then maybe that will get the kids to—because they get along. It’s not like they fight.

McGoff

They get along fine. No, they don’t fight.

Collins

There’s no arguments. It’s just, the Kent is ours and the high school is yours, and that’s not the way it’s supposed to be. It’s for everybody. So the black community, one, yes, I think it’s economics, it’s very expensive, and then there’s definitely a poor—I can see it in my own school. There’s probably 20 kids in our school who pay for lunch. The rest of them all get it free, so you know they’re under that. I mean, she gets no money, no money at all, compared to the Warren, which gets the most money in the whole city, by the way. I heard that the other day. They get the most money in the whole city for lunches.

McGoff

How can they?

Collins

Because they have more white kids that come from families with lots of money. So you have to declare how much money you make before you get charged.

McGoff

I thought you meant the government gave them the money.

Collins

Oh no, for their lunch program. I had to pay for Amy, Mary Kate, and John all through elementary. I had to pay $2 for lunch. If you fall under a certain poverty line, you pay nothing. So the Kent is—if she has 15 people paying, that’s it. But that, I think, is the biggest problem, is that economically.... So what I see some of the organizations do now—

McGoff

They do have the black kids involved in Pop Warner and cheerleading, but they have scholarships for them.

Collins

And there’s some white kids too in the same situation.

McGoff

Of course, there’s tons of poor white kids.

Collins

The town is doing more to get the black kids involved, and here’s what I hear through the grapevine through the kids. It’s not a black/white issue any more, it’s a Spanish/black issue. Spanish kids don’t like black kids. Dominican kids don’t like kids from—

McGoff

Cape Verde or something.

Collins

That’s an issue that, to us, why are you—because I would always say, you’re Spanish. No I’m not, I’m from the Dominican. Oh, sorry. I don’t know the difference because I’m not in that—but blacks and Spanish fight a lot down there. And one of the major problems down in that project is drugs. And it’s not drugs with just—it’s drugs with everybody down there. That’s one of their biggest problems down there, but it’s not really a black/white issue in this community any more.

McGoff

The white kids are not fighting the black kids at all.

Collins

It’s the black kids and the Spanish kids that don’t connect. One of the things that I see in this community is, even though this has nothing to do with busing, that there are a lot of white kids—not a lot, but there are a certain amount of white kids who are doing drugs, who are spending a lot of time in that project. You know what I mean? And that’s—you can’t blame the black kids or the Spanish kids for the drug problem. Kids are going to find their drugs wherever they want, but the majority of it stems from down there. I’m not saying it’s not out here, but a lot of it stems from down there. So I never really hear of a racial issue.

McGoff

No, I haven’t heard it.

Collins

You don’t hear of black and white kids fighting in this town. It’s always the—well, I have my police radio and I listen to it a lot. It’s a lot of black and Spanish fighting.

Swerdlow

Do you ever run into some of the kids that you graduated with?

Collins

I did a while back. I used to bump into Joe Strickland. He’s a bus driver for the T [MBTA].

Swerdlow

How about reunions?

Collins

No. I did my fifth, and we only had probably eight black kids, and I had their addresses. I did my fifth reunion, I did my tenth reunion.

Swerdlow

You only had eight kids that showed up.

Collins

That were black, yes, in our classroom. We didn’t have that many. Then Kevin got a little more and then Robert and Bobby got more of it. So we didn’t have a lot. Billy only had four black kids in his class.

McGoff

They were in the electrical course.

Collins

Not really, no.

Swerdlow

So they were really—the black kids were really outnumbered.

Collins

They were outnumbered in the beginning, for the 12th grade, for the 11th grade. I don’t know what it was like in the middle schools, it was probably equal or more, but at the high school level we did not have a lot of black kids. So I did have a fifth-year reunion and Joe Strickland did come to it, and so did Cassandra Ann [Twymon], she came.

Swerdlow

How did you feel, because I don’t know, it just struck me that there were so few of them and so many white kids. How did you feel at the time, when some of the kids were really mean and yelling ugly things at them? Did you feel sorry for them?

McGoff

They were yelling back.

Swerdlow

They were?

McGoff

Yes, of course they were yelling back.

Collins

We didn’t have a lot of problems. The Class of ’76 had some problems, in reality they did. The blacks in class had some problems because it was the first year, it was different. We were giving each other dirty looks and blah blah blah. As the years went on, the noise was outside, it wasn’t inside.

Swerdlow

I see.

Collins

We had problems inside but they weren’t....

McGoff

There were too many people watching every move you made.

Collins

So we weren’t like Hyde Park High. We’re small, we’re a small school. They had two black ladies. Mrs. [Ginger] Brown. Oh, she was a wonderful lady. Her daughter came to our school. She sat in the lavatory. That’s where she sat, inside the bathroom for five hours a day, to make sure that nothing went on. That was her job. And then, you would have two people standing at this step, two people at the next step, and then somebody at every single door. You couldn’t burp without somebody hearing you, and a lot of times it was Charlestown guys. They took a whole bunch of Charlestown men that played Charlestown Townies football, guys that we respected because they were like our Patriots, because they were in our town. Hired them as, what did they call them? I don’t know. There was a name for them. So there was Chet and there were all these guys, Frankie Coleman, that would sit around, outside, and just watch and talk. So you couldn’t get into trouble, and you had to plan to get into a fight, in all reality, unless it just broke out in a scuffle kind of thing, with Larry Matthews being thrown down the stairs. And Mr. Greatorex. Those kinds of fights would start—

Swerdlow

Larry Matthews was a teacher.

Collins

He was an English teacher, yes.

Swerdlow

Wasn’t he the only black teacher in the school?

Collins

No, he was a white teacher. The only black teacher at the time was Steve Grace, who was a real cool guy. He was our psych [psychology] teacher.

Swerdlow

So this white teacher that got thrown down the steps, what happened?

Collins

It was just a scuffle. He was trying to break it up and he ends up falling down the stairs. I don’t think it was directed towards him. He was breaking up a fight and he fell down the stairs. But you really had to plan it; we’re going to meet you at this time under the stairwell kind of thing. A scuffle broke out when a scuffle broke out. It was the way you were looking at her, don’t you look at her like that. It was stupid, stupid fights. It was dumb fights.

Swerdlow

Well, it sounds like a lot of the—as you described earlier with Pixie Palladino, it sounds like you were in a way being egged on to— You were not being told, Everything’s going to be OK. Your fears were being fed.

Collins

Yes, fed. They were letting us feel that. You know what’s going to happen.

Swerdlow

Exactly.

Collins

You know especially, I think the school stuff more or less was—I wasn’t afraid in school. I was not afraid. I was afraid out on the streets, that’s when I was afraid, because it was turning into a real black-and-white issue.

McGoff

The first day they went back to school, there were guys on the roof with machine guns.

Collins

And it’s exactly how the book puts it. Exactly.

McGoff

There were helicopters. To this date, this is 30 years later, and when I hear helicopters, I look out the window immediately.

Swerdlow

It sounds sort of like a war zone.

McGoff

Absolutely, perfect description.

Collins

I always tell this story. I can remember the clothes I had on. Jeanie [Smith] and Joanie [Smith], and I were buying—we bought T-shirts and dungaree overalls and sneakers. That’s how we were going to school. I had this big afro. I always had an afro.

Swerdlow

You did?

Collins

Yes, I always had an afro. I had my little pick in my pocket because I always had—

Swerdlow

Can you stop? I’m just going to plug this in because the recorder is telling me something. So let me just stop and restart. 

[BREAK]

Swerdlow

We’re back on. We were talking about how you felt unsafe when you were out on the streets. You actually didn’t feel fear in school.

Collins

No, I wasn’t afraid.

Swerdlow

And do you think the black kids felt the same way?

Collins

Yes, I honestly do, because they would scurry off that bus and get into that building as quick as possible. They knew, going into that building, you’re going through a metal detector. Well, that’s how I was going to start it. We all got little papers and you had to take this paper to school with you. I think it’s in the book actually; take this paper to school. So we’re walking out of the projects, we go into the red store. There’s a man standing at the red store, he’s got—the colors might be off, but maybe a blue dot on his lapel. Are you going to Charlestown High? Yes. OK. So here I am in my afro, with my pick in my back pocket, my dungaree overalls, me and my two girlfriends, because I always wore overalls and I always had curly hair. 

So off we go and so he’s reading the assignment. OK, go ahead, go ahead, go ahead. So now nobody could just walk up the street. There were barriers and two guys at each corner, and they had to look at your papers. You walked up the street; there were two more guys at the top of the street. I mean, how else—they have different color lapels. These are all federal agents. The money they spent must have been astronomical. So now you’ve got to show them, and this is the truth. We would walk past the monument, and there are guys standing all around the monument, and then there are men up in your high school with guns in their hands, guns.

McGoff

Just like it was a war.

Collins

Guns. And I’d look up and go, what in the world? And there’s so many news people. This is my first day of my sophomore year of high school, and I’m thinking, what is this? So we’re walking down the street, now this is like one, two, three, there on that corner. I haven’t gone far, another lapel, different color, let me see it. Then you crossed the street, and so while you’re crossing the street, you have I don’t know how many people screaming at you, Nigger lover. Your own people in your community screaming at you because you’re going in that building and you’re not boycotting. 

So now, I’m 15 and this is what’s happening. I look around and I go, what are we doing here? So we get in the building, they stop us. They open our bags, they pull everything out, they hand up and down, we go through a metal detector. We get to the stairs and then they’d look at our paper one more time. I’m like, I didn’t go far. And then they direct you to a room, they sit you in, they shut the door, there’s one person inside and one person outside. This is how we started every single day. 

After about three months, the federal agents are gone, but there’s reporters everywhere. And people were always, always outside that school, whether they were Charlestown people, Southie people, whoever they were, there was always people. We’d be in the class and you could hear people yelling things.

Swerdlow

You said that it was when you were outside of the school that you felt unsafe.

Collins

They scared you, yes.

Swerdlow

I read that you witnessed the attack on Ted Landsmark. And according to the book, you were really terrified.

Collins

Gigi, Mrs. Cochran, and I were just hiding. I couldn’t believe the—I’m like, he ruined it. I was so angry.

Swerdlow

He was really walking down the street, wasn’t he? Those three kids attacked him.

Collins

He was doing nothing, and those kids made it into something, because it was definitely—I always wanted a peaceful march. Let’s not make idiots of ourselves. We want to get something. We need to show that we’re serious. We’re not going there to fistfight. So to get all these kids to listen to me—

McGoff

You can’t get across to them if they perceive you as a racist bigot.

Collins

They’re not going to listen.

McGoff

You’re not going to get anywhere. They’re not going to listen to you.

Collins

So it would take me a lot to say, come on guys, let’s have a walkout, let’s have a boycott. Now this is only in my junior year. I was very different in my senior year. We’ve got to do this right, we’ve got to get over that bridge, we’ve got to do it quietly. And knowing that we’re going to meet Southie kids there, we’re going to meet Dorchester kids there, and we’re all going to go up to City Hall and talk to that mayor.

Swerdlow

Right. You were there to meet the mayor. What time of day was it?

Collins

We walked out of school at about 11:00 in the morning. We walked out of school.

Swerdlow

And it was actually some of your peers, some of the high school kids?

Collins

Yes, Eddie Irvin. Poor Eddie.

Swerdlow

Was it just him?

Collins

No. It was him and two kids from Southie. I don’t know who they were.

Swerdlow

So two kids from another school.

Collins

Yes.

Swerdlow

And they just decided to attack—

Collins

And you know what I honestly believe, that Eddie—

Swerdlow

—this black male walking down the street.

Collins

I honestly believe that Eddie just got caught up in the whole thing, because if you knew Eddie Irvin as a person and as a kid, he was the class clown.

McGoff

It was mob thinking.

Collins

Yes, exactly.

McGoff

It was mob thinking.

Collins

He’s 16, he’s wild. This is nuts.

McGoff

This kid was a kid who was a class clown. He was an attention-getter to start off with.

Collins

Absolutely. I mean, to this day he has kids, he’s married, he works for the T. He’s a supervisor for the T. He probably has more black friends than white friends, do you know what I mean? So back then in the day, he got caught up in it, and it was wrong and he probably knew to this day it was wrong, but it was the scariest thing I ever saw. I was so angry because it was a good march until we got to that point, and then they ruined it. And in my head I’m thinking, No one’s going to listen to us, they think we’re animals.

 

Swerdlow

Did you think, at the time when you were watching this violence, that they might kill him?

Collins

All I can remember is crying and just hiding, and saying, I can’t believe this is happening. I was hiding behind a wall.

Swerdlow

Did anyone jump in and intervene?

Collins

I can’t even remember. I honestly couldn’t tell you.

McGoff

I obviously wasn’t there, I was in work.

Collins

I honestly couldn’t tell you. I’m assuming but I don’t even know.

Swerdlow

Someone took a photograph, which became very famous.

Collins

And to this day it still affects Eddie’s life. He doesn’t really talk about it any more. I’m friends with his sister-in-law. We’re very good friends. He got married and moved right out of the city.

Swerdlow

Did he go to jail?

Collins

No, they didn’t go to jail. None of them went to jail.

McGoff

It was the same time where, over in the Roxbury area, they were pulling truck drivers out of trucks and beating them to death.

Collins

Beating them up, throwing lighter fluid on people, and lighting them on fire.

McGoff

Yes, and burning them.

Collins

That’s why I was scared.

Swerdlow

So who was doing—

McGoff

The community, not necessarily the students.

Collins

The blacks were attacking the whites. Not the school, it was the people in the community. If something happened to a black person in a white area, you knew that night something was going to happen to a white person in a black area.

Swerdlow

It was a war.

McGoff

Yes, absolutely.

Collins

Yes, it was.

McGoff

I always said that we were at war. Especially when the federal people took over. I said, Oh, my God, we’re at war.

Swerdlow

It’s so unfortunate because so many innocent people, like this man, this very accomplished black man, got caught in the middle of this and was attacked for no reason.

McGoff

Well, I felt really bad; everybody felt bad. This guy was just walking down the street, minding his own business.

Collins

And a lot of people said back then, well, he shouldn’t have been there, he was black.

McGoff

He had every right to be there.

Collins

I know, but that’s what people said back then. Didn’t he realize a whole bunch of white kids, he shouldn’t have been around there. But that’s how—

Swerdlow

You know, this man was married to a white woman. Did you know that?

Collins

I don’t really know much about Teddy.

McGoff

I don’t know anything about him.

Swerdlow

He was married to a white woman.

McGoff

The bottom line is, and I don’t know if the kids thought about it as much as the parents did, that we had nobody on our side. There was nobody in the government, including Ted Kennedy or any of them. None of them.

Swerdlow

Or Ed Brooke or Tip O’Neill.

McGoff

Tip O’Neill or any of them.

Swerdlow

Kevin White.

McGoff

People were kind of divided on Kevin. Publicly, I think people knew he couldn’t say a word, because if they booted him out as mayor, we didn’t even have that. But everyone always felt that the mayor—well, the people that I knew always felt that the mayor would do as much for us as he could, if he could. But if he didn’t, we’d end up losing him and then we’d have nothing.

Swerdlow

Really, when you look back on this, when there was a federal court order that mandated this, what could the mayor really do?

McGoff

The mayor couldn’t do much about that.

Swerdlow

And what could Senator Kennedy do? And what could Tip O’Neill do?

Collins

Remember I used to say, It’s the federal government. They can do whatever they want and nobody can say anything about it.

McGoff

That why when they first—we went to that march because they opened the galleys to the public for the first time, and we thought we were going to get in there and be able to say something. They’re opening it to the public. Little did we know that the public was going to sit there with tape over their mouths.

Swerdlow

And was that the incident where you were actually escorted out?

Collins

You and Pat Russell? You and Pat, you were kicked out of a lot of places, God rest her soul. [laughter] It’s sad because a lot of moms know busing people have gone on to better places, and when I think back of all the wild things they did—

McGoff

Pat and I used to go to some places that they wouldn’t even let us near the door.

Swerdlow

This was Pat?

McGoff

Pat Russell. She’s passed a long time now. A lot of them have passed. I’m hanging on by my teeth.

Collins

I had a great thought and I lost it.

Swerdlow

You’re right; a lot of people have passed, because it is a long time ago.

McGoff

Did you find Rita Graul?

Swerdlow

If my memory serves me, I think that she is still living, but she’s not doing well.

McGoff

She must be old now too.

Swerdlow

And I think Pixie Palladino has passed.

McGoff

Oh, she did.

Collins

Yes, Pixie passed.

McGoff

And her sister Trixie [Nastri], who was a bigger mouth.

Collins

Trixie and Pixie. Didn’t even go to those wakes.

Swerdlow

No?

McGoff

No, I didn’t either.

Collins

I was not very happy with them. They were rude to me.

McGoff

They started picking on her.

Swerdlow

Well, there was a formal split.

Collins

Oh definitely, yes.

McGoff

But they would start picking on her, and that was the end of it.

Collins

We’d be in a TV station and they’d have cameras on us, and we’d all be talking. I’m 16. They’re grown women, they’re my mother’s age, and they would harass me, even though I was part of the anti-busers. They would out-and-out harass me because, Well, she’s not with us, she goes to school. And then I’d have to get on my soapbox and say, But that’s what I want to do. I want to go to my school. That’s defeating the purpose, if we boycott and nobody shows up. The black kids are going to come, so they’re not going to shut the school down, so why am I going to stay home? I used to argue with Pixie, just because you keep your kid out of school doesn’t mean I have to stay home from school.

McGoff

And East Boston wasn’t even that integrated at the time because they were afraid to put the kids through the tunnel, because that was the way to East Boston. They were afraid because there were some heavy guys.

Collins

They were going to blow up that tunnel.

Swerdlow

But you were asking about Rita Graul and whether she was still living. That reminds me, apparently you were not there, but there was one meeting with Senator Kennedy, and Pixie Palladino and Rita Graul were there and others from ROAR. It was an event that lasted seven hours.

McGoff

No, I was certainly not there.

Swerdlow

And you were not there. Can you imagine? It was one person speaking after another, and just nonstop, seven hours.

McGoff

I can’t remember that.

Collins

I can’t remember that. That’s amazing.

Swerdlow

That is true commitment, isn’t it?

McGoff

Yes.

Swerdlow

It must have just been unbelievably grueling.

McGoff

We realize now, at this point, what could any of them have done? It was a federal law. It was a constitutional thing. But at the time it was nothing but frustration for us.

Collins

Because we knew there was no light at the end of the tunnel.

McGoff

Down deep, we all knew we were going to lose.

Swerdlow

Right. You knew.

McGoff

Yes, we knew.

Collins

In this town, and it’s something my mother has instilled in all of us as kids, you fight for what you believe in and don’t give up. Fight to the end, don’t give up. That’s all, you just don’t give up. Then someone can never, ever say to you, you didn’t try.

McGoff

Well, that’s why if they don’t vote I get mad, because if you don’t vote, you have no right to give me an opinion, because you haven’t voted.

Swerdlow

That’s true. You know, you’re very fortunate. You’ve had a chance to speak to history and future generations. You have.

Collins

Yes, I believe that.

Swerdlow

You have. And you’re having that opportunity again here, in this oral history. Looking back on all of these incredible events and your role, what do you want people in the future to come away with as far as—

Collins

We were not bigots. That’s my biggest thing. I hate the thought that people thought that I hated.

McGoff

Even beyond that, and this is going to sound a little dramatic, but it’s how I feel. This is the United States of America. As long as I pay my taxes and do my duties as a citizen, no one should be able to tell me what to do. If I do something wrong, they have the right to correct me, but if I’m only fending for my own children, no one should be able to stop me.

Collins

And you know what? When you bring that up, it just reminds me that back then we used to say, Why does it happen just in Boston? Why isn’t it happening in Newton? Why isn’t it happening in Somerville? Why doesn’t it happen in Revere or Chelsea? Why just us? There are no black people in those other areas? That used to get me so mad because as I’m getting like 17 and 18, and I’m going out to clubs or whatever. You start talking about school and I’d think to myself, You only lived in Revere. You didn’t know what was going on. They had no idea what was going on at our school. They thought of us, kids in Revere, kids in Chelsea, What are you people doing over there? What do you mean what are we doing over there? We’re just—

McGoff

My sister—

Collins

So even though these people lived—I can walk to Somerville. That person who lived next to Parker Street, one street over, doesn’t get his rights taken away. He lives one street over from me.

McGoff

Right now the walk to Somerville would take her seven minutes.

Collins

But those people weren’t touched. The people in the North—well, yes, the North End was touched, but the people in Chelsea, right over the bridge. That used to get me mad. They all had something to say about us, but if it happened to you, what would you have done? What would you have done? And I used to say that to the people who interviewed me. You’re from Wellesley, you’re from Newton, you’re from Holliston. What if it happened in your community? Would you sit back and take it?

McGoff

My sister lived in Melrose. 

Collins

[laughing] Oh, my mother used to fight with her all the time.

McGoff

She could not understand me for one single minute.

Collins

They fought all the time.

McGoff

She just passed and I miss her dearly, but we fought.

Swerdlow

What were her feelings?

McGoff

Oh, don’t argue with them, do what they want. I said, What do you mean don’t argue with them? You live in the whitest city in the entire state. Why isn’t somebody integrating your city?

Collins

That’s what kids nowadays would see, why just us, why just Boston? Do it to those rich people in Wellesley.

McGoff

They had better school systems, that’s for sure.

Collins

And if I was going to be bused, bus me to Wellesley, bus me to Abington or—

McGoff

If they told me she had to go to Newton, I’d send her there in a half a breath.

Collins

I’ll go to school in Andover, I’ll get up a half hour earlier, because I know I’m going to get more from you. But I really wouldn’t, because I wanted to come to my own school.

Swerdlow

And why Boston? Well, Boston has this history of being the city in the country that stands for liberty, and there is so much history here. And here it was, whether it was by design or by accident, it wasn’t integrated, was it?

Collins

No, it wasn’t. We had our own little sections.

McGoff

Well, that’s it. The funny thing is, when it first started, way, way back, I used to say, What are they talking about? Charlestown’s all Irish. The North End is all Italian. I mean, we didn’t think that way.

Collins

Yes, the West Enders, they were all Italian. We thought of the ethnicity more than black and white.

McGoff

More than skin color.

Collins

Chinatown was all Chinese.

Swerdlow

What about everything that was going on in the south of the country, and Martin Luther King?

McGoff

We thought those people were awful.

Swerdlow

Oh, you thought they were awful?

McGoff

Oh, I used to say to her, I’d be the first one in that march. They wouldn’t put me in the back of the bus. 

Swerdlow

OK.

McGoff

I could understand that, but why are they picking on me because I live in an Irish community?

Collins

It’s not right. Southie was Polish and Irish. If you moved here, you moved to where you—that’s where your ethnic background was, that’s where you’re going, that’s where you’re supposed to go. That’s the way it was supposed to be.

McGoff

You went with one of your own. You know, one of your own.

Swerdlow

Well, it sounds like you were so—

McGoff

Polarized.

Swerdlow

So entrenched in your culture.

McGoff

Yes.

Collins

Oh, definitely.

Swerdlow

And you liked it that way.

McGoff

Yes, we did, absolutely did.

Swerdlow

And you didn’t want anything or anyone to come in and change that.

McGoff

No. Everybody knew everyone else. Everyone watched out for everybody else.

Swerdlow

It must have been very comforting to live in a place where—

McGoff

Unless you were a kid and some woman says—

Collins

I know your mother.

McGoff

—I see, I know what you’re doing.

Collins

I’m telling your mother.

McGoff

I know what you’re doing. But that’s what happened.

Collins

You know what, I do it now. It’s so funny, I do it now, and Amy gets so mad at me, because if she knows that I know somebody—speaking of her. Hi, honey.

Amy

Hi.

Swerdlow

She’s very friendly, she’s 12.

Collins

But she’s that way now because I always say to my mother—and she’ll say, How does everybody know? I let them know. I want everybody to know. Now I’ll say, I’m going to tell their mother. Don’t tell, don’t tell.

McGoff

See. But even as much as the town has changed, she’s hanging with the same kids that she hung with.

Swerdlow

And you’re referring to Amy, Lisa. Your 12-year-old.

McGoff

And I’m friends with the grandparents.

Collins

And my 16-year-old hangs around with a girl that I’ve been friends with for 40 years. You know what I mean? And then my mother and her aunt were best friends growing up. One of my good friends is my mother’s maid of honor. That’s the kind of—

McGoff

That’s the way the whole town was. I mean, it was a town where if I came down with tuberculosis or something, the woman next door would say come on, come in.

Collins

Took the kids in, yes.

McGoff

There were no state programs that you went through where they got money. You just adopted that kid.

Collins

And when you talk to elderly people in this town they’ll say, Oh, her mom got really sick, so we raised their family and the four of them lived with us. You look back and realize that’s just the way they were.

McGoff

And that’s not a specific person. Many people in the town have done that.

Collins

It’s so funny, we only moved up here 13—this will be our 14th year in this house.

McGoff

We used to call this the—

Collins

The people next door have been there—how long have they been there, 17 years or something?

McGoff

Yes.

Collins

But when we were kids, we lived in the same block as the Considines. So we grew up with them as kids, and then the parents moved up over the hill, and then when I get married, here I am moving up over the hill into this house. This house was my niece Nicki’s best friend’s grandparents’ house. There’s history all through this whole town. Everybody’s connected somehow.

McGoff

Yes, everybody’s connected. During busing we used to call this the South of Ireland—

Collins

Because in all honesty—

McGoff

—because all the trouble was down the other end.

Collins

—from Polk Street up, you wouldn’t know.

McGoff

You wouldn’t even know anything was going on.

Collins

You would not know there was anything going on. All the trouble was down that end of the town, in the project. When we were a white project, you know what I mean? All the trouble was down there. When we moved up over this hill, and I used to always say, oh yes, you live over the hill. You’re not from the projects, you’re from the hill.

McGoff

You’re the South of Ireland.

Collins

We used to say all kinds of stuff about kids over the hill. When we moved here, Amy was two months old, when we moved up over this hill. I used to say, the people down the other end of the hill. And my mother would go, Ah, excuse me. We lived down the other end of the hill. But it’s so obvious that we don’t know anything that goes on down there.

McGoff

No, we know nothing.

Collins

Still to this day. Only because of my police radio I can tell you what goes on down there. It’s a little wild.

McGoff

It doesn’t touch this half of the town.

Collins

So no matter whether it was white or black down there, it’s still the same issue. The people up here don’t know anything that’s going on down there. Two years ago we had an issue up at the Bunker Hill Park. Some black kid was riding around with a gun in his car, pulled into the park, up at the Bunker Hill Park. What an uproar from this end of town. Uproar. Meeting with big—there were cops, but if anything happens down there, the people down this end don’t get involved. But if something happens up here with kids from down that end, oh my God, it’s really kind of definitely southern/northern Ireland. It really is.

McGoff

It’s the North and South.

Collins

This little stinker that just came in the door, she’s the biggest snob going because she’ll say, I never lived in a project, because I lived in a project with my two little ones.

McGoff

Oh yes, she’s awful.

Collins

When they were little, we lived down in the projects still.

Swerdlow

Did you?

Collins

And then we moved to Auburn Street and then we bought this house. So she was the only one, so she’ll always tell people, I never lived in the projects. And I look at her and I go, hello? I was raised there. But it’s automatic. When she went to the Eddies—she hangs around nine girls. All nine of them go to either a Catholic school, go to Latin or Latin Academy. None of them ever went to a public school. They’re going to Catholic schools. The only public is Latin Academy. She went to the Edwards for five days. They would call her like she was in prison: Are you OK? What was it like in there? I mean that’s—the poor kid. I said, she’s only going to school guys, she’s fine. 

It’s kind of like taboo to go to the Eddies, because when I was a kid the Eddies had a reputation. So the reputation hasn’t changed. She’s so funny because she’s the real snob of my family, and I hate to say that about her. And she’ll tell you too. But that’s the way this community runs, anything after Polk Street. Well, it’s getting up higher, now it’s Mystic Street.

Swerdlow

And do your children know about your involvement with ROAR and Powder Keg?

Collins

Mary Kate started reading a little bit about it. John just hears about it.

McGoff

Some of my other kids had to take it in school.

Collins

Yes, because they went to Noble and Greenough, which is a private school, and they had to take Common Ground as a class.

Swerdlow

Really?

Collins

Yes, the poor kids.

McGoff

Megan had it again at the University of New Hampshire.

Collins

Yes, Megan had it at UNH. It’s funny, a lot of the kids in the community who have to do reports on it will call us and say, Will you guys talk to us? Yes, come on down and we’ll help you. I don’t know how many reports we wrote for the Deroeve brothers. They just—yes, come on we’ll help you.

Swerdlow

Do you ever tire of the subject?

Collins

You know, it’s funny, because when my mother told me you were coming, I’m like, You’ve got to be kidding me. I can’t remember anything any more. But once I get going....

McGoff

Well, I was a little apprehensive because I said to you on the phone, I really didn’t have much to do with Senator Kennedy. I know how I felt at the time and I know how I feel now, but I really never interacted with him at all.

Collins

Wasn’t there a time we were at a rally and he got hit with a tomato at City Hall?

Swerdlow

He did get hit with a tomato, yes.

Collins

He got whacked with a tomato, I remember that.

Swerdlow

Were you there?

Collins

I was there. I remember him getting whacked with a tomato.

McGoff

And I probably was there.

Collins

You might have been at work, I don’t know, but I remember he got whacked with a tomato.

McGoff

If it was daytime, I was working.

Collins

He got whacked with a tomato. He was up on the podium.

Swerdlow

What did you think?

Collins

I couldn’t tell you, but I remember him standing there and somebody throwing a tomato at him.

McGoff

That was bad.

Collins

Yes.

McGoff

See, I didn’t like any of that kind of stuff.

Collins

I guess right now I would think, Oh my God, that was horrible, they should never have done that. Back then I probably was going, Yyyesss, yyesss, hit him again. Because I thought he was so arrogant to us. He was extremely arrogant to us as kids. As adults, I don’t know, but as kids, he talked down to us, he placated us, any time we spoke to him.

McGoff

Tip O’Neill did that to us and we were all adults. He could have patted us on the hand like this.

Swerdlow

Well, there’s no question that you disagreed on this issue. No question.

McGoff

That’s fine, and I love people—I love an argument, I always have. I love a debate.

Collins

She does.

McGoff

It’s got to be the Irish in us. I love to fight, you know what I mean? That’s part of me.

Swerdlow

Yes.

McGoff

But I don’t want to fight with people that before you start, they disregard anything you’re going to say.

Collins

Right, they don’t respect you anyway.

McGoff

They’re condescending. I don’t need that. You know, face me, I don’t—

Collins

Oh, I know what I was going to say. I lost my whole train of thought back then. We were talking about—you said that nobody was there for us and we always had to be on our own. And it was so true. I think I had said it earlier in our conversation, but the blacks always had the NAACP.

McGoff

Always.

Collins

They always had the Rainbow Coalition. They always had somebody to fight their fight, and we didn’t, and that was the same way it was in school. We always felt like the underdog. The big issue in school was the black kids wouldn’t stand up to salute the flag. It used to tick us off.

McGoff

Because that was unheard of.

Collins

Just stand up, we did. Just do it. Then teachers wouldn’t push it. And then they had to bring somebody in to come in and explain to the kids that these kids had a right not to salute the American flag. But if we did something wrong, we automatically got branded a trouble-maker. I don’t think this was me thinking as a kid. This is what I saw. As an adult, I say to myself, that really was wrong. They should never have done it that way. Everybody should have been treated equally, and we weren’t treated equally.

McGoff

No, you weren’t.

Collins

And it was so obvious. If a white kid got in trouble, we had to go pay for a lawyer. If a black kid got in trouble, NAACP sent them a lawyer. That’s not right. We had to have a meeting, we’d have to go through Mr. you know, go through Mr. [Lewis] Powell, go through this one, that one. If the black kids wanted to have a meeting, all they had to do was call somebody. Mr. Givens, that was his name. I knew it would come to me. He was the black guy that they sent to the school to get the kids off the buses. He was like their principal, their own principal. But anything happened, all you had to do was tell him and [snaps fingers] things started rolling. We had to call our mothers and call our fathers, and kids could see that. Kids could see the fact that they got treated differently than we did, and that was just when you were saying there was no one backing us up. Along with adults, it was the same way with the kids. There was nobody helping us. 

Thank God we had the teachers that we had. We had some really good teachers that would direct us in the right way. If it wasn’t for Mr. Greatorex in my senior year, I probably—I don’t know what would have happened to me. He directed me the right way. He’s a Charlestown High graduate, he lives in the town, he’s a Townie football player. Lisa, this is what we’ve got to do. To get through, this is what we have to do. He made it easy for me. He showed me the right way to go, because I don’t know what I would have done if I still acted like a madman.

Swerdlow

And you ended your senior year well.

Collins

Yes, we had fun.

Swerdlow

And you gave the final, was it the speech?

Collins

The speech, yes. We were just talking about this. We sang Reach Out and Touch Somebody’s Hand, by Diana Ross. That was our senior class song. I don’t know where we were, but were just discussing this the other day. I’ve got these tears in my eyes and I can’t believe this is making me sad, but it was really.… Here we are in the John Hancock, and we’re all singing and holding hands, and I thought, well, you know.

McGoff

We got through it.

Collins

We survived it.

Swerdlow

And this was black and white?

Collins

Yes, parents and all. You had to. I wanted to be able to say to Mary Kate, your senior year is your best year, don’t blow it. I wanted her to know that these are the things that you’ve got to do in your senior year. My kids are so different than I am. They don’t get involved, they keep their mouths shut. They’re always telling me, Mom, mind your business. Mom, don’t join this, Mom don’t join that. Mary Kate, I’m on the PTA [Parent-Teacher Association] at her old school, and they would ask Mary Kate to do stuff and she would say, I’m not my mother. No, I’m not my mother, don’t bother me. So now the new school she’s going to, she said please don’t join their PTA, just stay away. 

John’s first year of college, I joined the Curry PTA. He’s like, you’ve got to be kidding me. I’m 18, you’re not coming down to Curry. I’m not going to wave to you in the—but that’s—my mother was that kind of a mom. She was always involved with us, so we’re the same way. I’ve just got to be here.

McGoff

They don’t want that, though. I know my Billy was playing basketball, and he used to beg me, ma please. I used to try to get out of work so I could go watch him. Ma please, stay in work, just stay in work. You need the money, just stay in work. Every time you come I get nervous.

Collins

But it was, you know, when your kids are in—to this day I do it to my—I mean, I went to work at the Kent School so I could keep an eye on my kids. If they had gone to a different school, I probably would have gone to that school. I need to know, because they don’t tell you a lot of things. So you need to know for yourself what’s going on. That’s just the way I am. I have to keep an eye on them. It’s a little scary out there and I get very—

McGoff

It’s a lot scarier today than it was years ago. Even though we had the busing and everything else, the everyday public school today is scary. There’s—who am I to say anything, but there are kids in there, crack babies, that see nothing at home but violence. And mothers with four or five husbands at different times, being beat up. That’s a terrible thing, and I’m not saying just black kids, it’s all kids. All society.

Collins

Chinese kids.

McGoff

Society has changed. There was a time when a Chinese kid would not open their mouth, never. They were so respectful and quiet. They’d go home and they’d go to Chinese school right after regular school.

Collins

Yes, and then on Saturday.

McGoff

Chinese kids are changing.

Collins

It’s funny. In this community we have Newtowne housing project. Basically, John was there to live. We lived there for a little while and then when I got married, we moved there and John and Mary Kate were there. So that whole area at one time was all white; the Charlestown projects was majority black. Now if you go down there, all the Chinese people move into New Town. So Newtowne is majority Chinese.

McGoff

Quiet.

Collins

Which is funny. They don’t really live in the projects. It’s still Spanish and black in the projects, with Chinese in Newtowne. Mishawum is starting to blend because the government is not giving them any money because it was all white at one time. So we had two white projects and a black project, and now it’s really starting to mingle. But all the Chinese, they still go to Chinese school, but I see that, because we’re a bilingual Chinese school, most of our Chinese kids come from Chinatown. Even though they have a K through 12 in the middle of Chinatown, we have busloads of kids coming to the Kent because it’s a bilingual school.

McGoff

And they have to have special bilingual teachers in the Kent school for these kids that they bused out of their Chinese community, where there are Chinese-speaking teachers. Now you tell me the sense of that.

Collins

It’s so funny. And white kids would love to go to the school in Chinatown.

McGoff

Oh, they have some nice schools in Chinatown.

Collins

It’s just one school, it’s one school. It goes K to 12 now, and it’s next to an all-Chinese housing. The majority of those kids in Chinatown come to our schools, but a lot of our kids want to go to that school because the education is really good at that school and it goes K through 12. We’re a bilingual school because your school gets more money when you’re bilingual. Right now we’re this type of school that you’re not supposed to speak Chinese, but when they come in as kindergartners, most of them are Chinese-speaking, and eventually, as they get to fifth grade, they’re supposed to be—but that doesn’t work sometimes.

Swerdlow

Well, I want to thank you so much.

McGoff

Oh, no problem. We talked your ear off.

Swerdlow

Thank you. It’s been a really interesting afternoon.

McGoff

I hope we were of some help to you.

Swerdlow

You’ve been tremendously helpful and we really appreciate you taking time out of your day to do this.

Collins

Well, sometimes, even if we don’t answer the questions that you come for, you get a lot of—

McGoff

Because we talk too much.

Swerdlow

No. We’re here to hear your story, and thank you for giving it to us.

Collins

Well, it sounds like people ask us the same questions, and I say to my mother, I hope we don’t change our story as years go on. They’ll think we’re lying.